My Saturday started off with me taking a shower. Big deal? Not really. But it became one after I threw up three times and then continued to feel like shit for the rest of the day. I then get the guts to tell my mother that I really want to play basketball for my school, and then she keeps on telling me that I'm too weak and that I wouldn't ever be able to play because of my vision. [A big problem of mine is that, even though my vision is, to be fair, rather poor, my mother treats me like I'm completely blind (no offense to blind people is intended) when I can actually see just fine - not perfect, but I get by] Then she starts ranting about what a stupid, worthless, and lazy person I am and shit...
and now, I feel like one of my best friends doesn't like me anymore. We got along fine before but now I feel like I annoy, irritate, or even offend her just by talking to her. I made some small talk about a TV show we both kind of like and she seemed almost angry about it... which, even though it's an internet friendship, really hurts because my friends are very scarce... she says to me she has things to do and is too busy to talk, but then I see on my Tumblr dashboard after she replies to me and she still posts things...
I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now.
and now, I feel like one of my best friends doesn't like me anymore. We got along fine before but now I feel like I annoy, irritate, or even offend her just by talking to her. I made some small talk about a TV show we both kind of like and she seemed almost angry about it... which, even though it's an internet friendship, really hurts because my friends are very scarce... she says to me she has things to do and is too busy to talk, but then I see on my Tumblr dashboard after she replies to me and she still posts things...
I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now.