I have looked after my sisters kids like they were mine, they are grown up, older neice had a baby who is now 3 who I enjoy looking after taking him to the park, swimming etc, I never had kids and I regret it, I helped out with this child as his mum was a single person and needed a break now and then, now another family member has a baby and is talking behind my back I should look after hers too if I have looked after her sisters kid, I just don't want to look after another child I have done it my whole life, and am tired, 47 SNF single only bother with me when they want something, I feel guilty when I take three year old out, the one with the baby never wants to meet up even for s coffee I never saw her before she had a baby and she has husband. It feels like if all my sisters kids have children I have to babysit as I di did it for one, my life isn't for being a babysitter